2 Months
Hi Rafa! I'm missing you a little extra today. I have been feeling better the past few weeks but today, I missed you more. I just realized that it's been 2 months since you passed and that's why maybe I felt you in my heart. I was lying in bed trying to get some sleep at 5am but the feeling just won't go away. As I've learned, I shouldn't push it away. So I let it run its course. Tears in my eyes as I watch some of your videos. Both happy and sad tears. I wish I can see your living energy. I know you are here with me. I miss you buddy. Please let me see you in my dreams. To make myself feel better, I watched this video https://youtu.be/HOzPe09lRWk I admire her. Sometimes I feel drowning in my thoughts late at night. So watching positive videos help. I've been thinking about the things that you taught me. One of them is that I learned to love an animal as much as I would love a human. You were the constant thing in my life for over 10 yrs, through thick and